WELCOME ELLA ELIZABETH



Tonight my heart is heavy… I am sure it’s a combination of many things, but one in particular:
Tomorrow my sister has her baby.
I am totally going to miss it, and it just breaks my heart. This is her third child, the first almost 10 years ago this week was miscarried about a week before her due date. The second, my beautiful Danni, is almost a year older than my precious Brynn.
When Danni got here I was so excited, my sister’s pregnancy was full of stress, and we were really fearing the worst. We were all so relieved when she arrived here absolutely perfect.
ANYway… I was able to see her almost everyday.. it is totally killing me that I won’t be able to see this baby. I have to be with my job for like 6 months before I can even request time off… she isn’t going to know me.
Is it stupid that I would consider moving back to Oklahom JUST for that?
Damn being a girl.. and these damn hormones.. bleah
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